Those close to me know I’ve been working for years on a collection of songs to record. There are many issues as to why there’s been a logjam. I won’t bore you here.
Suffice it to say that a lot of the songs are about the failure of my marriage. That means that a lot of the songs are downbeat, to say the least. Even musically upbeat songs like “Count Each Misery” are lyrically devastating:
We had our plans all drawn up.
I tried to make ‘em work.
You needed one good handyman
but you got stuck with a clerk.
I wish you were as satisfied
as I used to be with me.
Now I get up every morning
just to count each misery.
You get the idea. There are other songs in the collection about what the hell is the meaning of life, about betrayals and failures and death. And looking at it I realized that there was damned little hope in the collection. Oh, I do a slowed-down version of “Daydream Believer” which is actually a hopeful song about a not-so-great situation, if you follow the lyrics. My version of that song isn’t very chipper (like the way the Monkees did it) but rather doleful. Cheer up, sleepy Jean.
Here’s another problem. I am working on songs I wrote during my failed marriage and in the immediate aftermath when I had good reason to be a Gloomy Gus. These days I’m feeling pretty damned good about myself and my situation. I’m living with the woman I love and who loves me. You know the expression: I can’t complain. But that’s precisely what I’m doing with this collection of music. And it’s a huge roadblock that needs to be busted through before I move to whatever my next batch of songs is going to be.
I needed some positive thinking music. A song to stick in there. The “hit” off the album, if you will. I was going through some old music files on one of my computer music programs and came across one called “She Looked Back”. If I have a music file without lyrics I often just give it a name. If and when I come up with lyrics for the music I can change the name to suit the lyrics. This music is years old. I’m not even sure if I had met my woman when I wrote it. Nevertheless, there’s a moment when the music and the idea for a song and the lyrics all begin to sync up, and it’s a part of the creative process I really enjoy.
(I’m about to give a musical explanation of the song, but since I’ve never been trained in music and can’t even read it, don’t expect this to be terribly precise.)
“She Looked Back” has probably the most complicated set of chord changes I’ve ever used. You don’t normally think of country music (and this collection of songs, for want of a better term, is kind of country-ish) as having lots of jazzy chords, but this one does. It’s built around generally unadorned piano chording. If the chords are “complicated” in structure then too much action within the playing of the chords further confuses the motion of the melody. And the melody is pretty simple.
The song starts out with a simple piano riff (the song is in the key of C), the line bouncing among C, D, E and G notes with maybe an F thrown in. When the first verse starts there is the first 2m7-5-1 progression. In every key there are various chords related to the root note. 2-5-1 progressions are extremely common in pop music. In the key of C the chords would be D minor, G and then the root, C. In this song I use Dminor7, Gsustained7 and then a Cadd2. The Dminor7 adds a C note to a Dminor. The Gsustained7 sharps the normal B to a C. And the Cadd2 adds a D to a C chord. What does all this do? It makes the chord change more interesting. The Dminor7 is a whole step away from the root, and musical tension eventually resolves to the root. But the Dm7 already is at the root (in that it contains a C) while it is away from it. Likewise, the Gsus7 has a C in it, so while it is supposed to oppose the root it also embraces it. It gently confuses the ear. The Cadd2 adds a D to a C chord, so while it’s supposed to be the final resolution the D again confuses the issue. Those three chords thus suspend the resolution, which is fine, they’re the first three chords of the song, but they are giving a general resolution without resolving.
If you don’t follow you’ll have to trust me on this.
The second line in the verse starts with a Cmajor9 instead of what more logically should be a C. This chord adds a B and a D to a C chord (which is C, G and E). Those notes again slightly confuse the ear. The mind knows generally where it’s going with the melody but the extra notes suggest a G chord. In fact, you could look at a Cmaj9 as a G chord within a C chord. Oh my! The song then moves from Cmaj9 to a Bbmajor7 which does not normally belong within the key of C. Most of the chord is one whole note down from a C, which gives the melody a feeling of dropping. But the major 7 of Bb is A, and A is the minor in the key of C. So the movement downward and to the minor brings a shift towards a serious or sad point. However, the next chord is an Aminor7, entirely comfortable inside the key of C. The Aminor7 quickly moves to a Gminor7, which mirrors the falling movement a couple bars earlier from Cmaj9 to Bbmaj7. Then the Gminor7 resolves to an Fmajor7, which if this song had been in the key of F would have been a 2m7 to the 1 change. But it’s actually moving from 5 to 4 in the key of C. And that is followed by a very quick Dm7 to G7, again the 2-5 movement.
Okay, I realize that if you understand music I sound like an idiot explaining this and if you don’t understand music it’s beyond you. Help me, folks. I’m trying here.
That was the first verse. The chorus has two sections. The first section returns to the root with a C2, I employ similar ear tricks with the chording. The second part of the chorus gets tricky, immediately going from an Fmaj7 to a Bb9#11 (I won’t even go there). But the effect of the next eight bars is much like jazz comping where chord changes come fast enough so that things are interesting, but the melody itself stays simple. The chorus then resolves into that simple little piano riff that starts the song.
Here is the piano part as I just described it:
Download Piano part from She Looked Back
The bass part is fairly simple due to all of the “confusion” of the chord changes. The bass part generally roots the song and here the bass pretty much stays with the root note of each chord. In simpler chord changes it’s nice to have the bass bounce around and make things more interesting, but here you don’t want to add to the confusion.
The guitar at the beginning of the first verse plays a baritone part, pretty much mimicking the bass. The guitar has a bit of tremolo which suggests some of the old rockabilly guitar stylings. At the beginning of the first chorus the guitar begins picking notes in the chord, making the guitar part a little more interesting. In the second part of the chorus the guitar begins strumming, which adds a little power to the chorus. And in most songs the chorus is where the point of the narrative is driven home.
Here’s the guitar part:
Download Guitar part from She Looked Back
In popular music dynamics are important. Even when there’s a lack of dynamics that in a way delivers a message to the listener. It’s like sex. The intro is foreplay, you get started, eventually you build to a climax. You have a cigarette.
“She Looked Back” follows the general rules. The verses state something, the meaning or message of the song is defined or generalized in the chorus. The first part of the chorus goes: “She looked back at me. What did she see?” At that point in each verse there is speculation as to what she had seen. The second part of the chorus goes: “Some folks may say it’s fate, some folks call it destiny./I’m just glad that she looked back at me.” Kind of a folksy statement that things worked out well.
The song is vaguely about the first date Girlfriend and I went on. You know, a meeting in a public place, a little talking, and let’s see where it goes. We’d chosen to meet at a coffee shop near the beach in Pacifica. When we were about to leave the shop I dropped my hat and was looking around for it and she looked back. The song speculates about what was going through her mind at that moment. Because she could have easily dismissed me as a dork and that would have been that. So what did she see? And it kind of plays around with the little choices we face from moment to moment. How if you maybe said something to a stranger how your life may have changed forever. And if you didn’t say anything it didn’t. Something or someone amazing might have walked right past. Anyway, that’s roughly the plot of the story, although from the lyrics (which have not been completed) you don’t know that we’re on a first date. We could be passing strangers. Which we were in a sense.
Back to the music.
The first chorus resolves into that simple piano part. The drums, which had built throughout the first verse and chorus, calm down. Verse two comes, which advances the story, goes into the chorus. But this time the guitar part for the second verse does not mimic the bass but starts out with the picking. When the second part of the second chorus hits suddenly there’s a new instrument: the pedal steel guitar. In many pop songs this would be where a string or horn section would come in to reinforce the chorus. Here, in order to further enforce the idea that this is a country song, I use a country instrument. But the pedal steel plays like strings, high, holding notes. And with lots of reverb to make it fill the background.
Here's where the pedal steel comes in:
Download Pedal steel guitar on She Looked Back
(I’ll note right now that this entire thing was composed on computer. The pedal steel part was originally a string part. While it’s set back in the mix I’m not entirely satisfied with it because it’s not “pedal steely” enough. I’ll need to put in bends and such to make it sound more realistic.)
The pedal steel continues in the background through the solo. The solo itself is the tremolo guitar, but louder and boosted with reverb. It’s playing across the complex chords and has a jazzy feeling to it, but hopefully still keeping a toe in the country genre.
Then the song goes right into the third chorus. The pedal steel disappears. It’s the piano chording along with the guitar back to playing a baritone part where you get to those longer notes kind of broinging. When the song hits the second part of chorus not only does the pedal steel return, but there are also fiddles panned to the other side of the stereo spectrum. I say fiddle instead of violin because it’s a more fiddle-ish sound than, say, a concert violinist.
The second part of the chorus repeats and then the song resolves to the opening piano riff as things calm down to an end. But before the chorus repeats it lands on a solid C chord. No confusing augmentations. The lyrics are absolutely positive and the chords are too. A solid C. And that C rolls into a C-Am-F-G progression, the most basic progression in American pop music. Then the final chorus. Then the simple piano line. Done.
That’s the musical logic behind the song.
Here's the whole song:
Download She Looked Back
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